Pocket Watch Doctor

Am I suicidal or something?
My mom says I have problems and the need to consult a doctor or something. All people call me "emo girl" and she gets on my nerves really bad and sometimes I think of killing myself but I'm afraid, but sometimes I take a knife and watch the blood on my arms and I'm 11, my mother does not know the cut, it knows that suicidal thoughts and that I need Help? What should I do?
Attention seeker! Joke Just go talk to someone, preferably your mother. Do you cut, life is beautiful (if she can not think of the time)
Jeremy Abelson and Pocket Change on the Dr. Phil Show